Blog Blast for Peace 2014!

I know its been months since I last visited/updated my blog. Lately, with all the things that has kept me busy I always try to squeeze some time to update my blog and failed a lot. 

This has always been my world.

Super hyper.

Super quiet.

Super fast.

Super slow.

The swing of balance to extremes

has always been my world.

And I kept promising Mimi 

that I will make our peace globes.

I say it every week.

I try to do it every week.

And I could not.

But today I finally did!

My peace globe may be blue

but it is not of the globe.

My globe is the blue sphere in my hand

that cajoles my tiring walk around Heaven.

Whereas I walk with fast strides before

now, after my surgery and RAI,

I walk mindful of breathing spells.

It is the breathing that goes half tone

and the one that scares me a lot.

You know it when you find yourself breathing slower

like a half inhale/exhale at unannounced moments

and I get panicky and I grapple for air

and through time realized

that this is the pain of it all.

Not the physical piercing pain of cancer for some.

But the slow alarming pauses

that gets triggered by heat mostly. . . 

And through the years

the faces of the hounds are changing this year

from our rescued father and son pups Hughes and Kizu

to Petrocelli's mate Petra and Petrine

the others have moved on . . .

while the trees Yvon and Chicky watched

and danced and sang their passing

my senior superdog Sweepy

would watch this changing scene

in confusion, in anger, in joy. . .

Heaven is always one of peace.

In all the confusion,

and impatience,

amidst the fear of losing someone

and the joy of new energies

the ever changing landscape

of our drooly lives

we all remain

in Heaven.

And that is Peace.

Go have your share of peace blogs today!